Today was, with the exception of the first day or so, my most frustrating, ugly day. I still have no regrets, but my stomach is more bruised and swollen than it has been, and it took me by surprise. I bruise easily and they tend to last forever, so it shouldn't be a shocker for me. The swelling is probably due to having my drain out a couple days ago, but it was startling to see myself in the mirror. I won't lie- it was depressing. And I knew to expect this, but it's hard to see myself looking worse instead of better.
This is not an overnight or even quick process. Six months from now I will be better, but still dealing with swelling. And so, this is where I remind myself that this is MAJOR surgery! It has only been a week!!
It sounds good in my head, but I can't help the discouragement in my heart.
Click here to see today's picture. Be warned, it's not pretty.
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